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Jul. 30th, 2010

It's like i can't breathe.

Has it ever felt like you've been missing out on so much just because you have been stubborn and could not bring yourself to say sorry, or forgive a specific person... or forgive  even yourself. That seems to happen to me quite a lot, and when that one person comes around that does not  make you feel that way, everything suddenly makes sence. Your world is now suddenly clear, crystal clear. But in reality their even worse for you than you being alone, and scared. This new person is not SAFE. You MUST realize that. Before it is too LATE.

Please realize that. I cannot stand to loose you. Not again. It was bad enough the first time but now that i have you back on my side, everything is okay, but when i just start to breathe again. They come along and destroy everything.

Please, Please don't fall for that, you are far too young. You may not think that you are, but you are wrong. I am not saying that i know what is best for you. It's just that i'm not stupid and i realize he is a drug for you. But that ends NOW.

                                             I promise.

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Your probably wondering why am I posting so much in such little time?! Well it's been over a year and I haven't posted much! So i'm just trying to cover some bases that got ignored!

That is all for now!
Stay tuned!

Thanks best of luck to you.

I am the unexpected. Get used to it.

I am the type of person who will always surprise you. I am quirky, fun , and imperfect. If you can't handle that then you can't handle much, I love that i never know what is going to happen next. I love the suspense the drama, and most of all the laughter that comes along with life. I am a person that plans the unexpected.

                               I am the unexpected. Get used to it.

                                           ; ]

School Preperations!

School is almost starting! Yikes! I am not ready for this!!

 What are some ways you get ready for school? Do you get new clothes or do you stick with last years? Do you get a new book bag, or do you recycle?! Do you prefer a book bag over a tote bag? Do you start out with a new style or do you stick with last years and change with the upcoming trends? Or, do you just change when the time is right?!

                         Comment Below What you think, feel, do, how you prepare. etc.!!

Jul. 29th, 2010

Somebody to lovee!

So I saw a forum question and i tried to go back and answer it, but it wasn't there anymore! Soo... I'll just post it!

"Have you ever loved somebody you shouldn't and did you tell them your feelings, or did you just sit back?"

Well.. The answer to the first question is yes, i have "liked" somebody that I shouldn't have but i never told them, I think that was because I was afraid of rejection, but you never know until you try. Well I haven't tried, but i definately made a move! And I think that counts for something doesn't it?!
Comment Below if you think it counts! Also, if the reason you shouldn't like/ love this person is because they aren't "good" or "safe"!

Jul. 9th, 2010

Love or Hate?

Love is a strong word. But hate is stronger. And hate comes pain and anguish. I don't think it's worth it. In the end we all just end up dying.

Writer's Block: Family Matters

I can count on my family for being  there for me when I need advice, or for help when I need it. I think that's what family is all about.

Sep. 12th, 2009

When I look at you. <3

When my world is falling apart, when nothing is going right, when I get in a fight with my parents. That's when I go to you for help. That's when I look at you, your there, beautiful you, always there. To fight for for me, to die for me, to love me for who I am. We where just kids we couldn't love.

 That night, when we collided, and I pulled through, and you did not.
My heart fell into my stomach. Just the thought of living without you is unbearable. Now, you only appear to me in dreams, when I do sleep. I should be with you, we said that we where inceperable. NEVER to leave each other.

That's why I did what I did. There is no me without you.

                 I got into a figh
t again. But when I get to the phone I realized that there was nobody to call....

Aug. 10th, 2009

Writer's Block: Memo to Myself

If you could travel back in time, what advice would you give to your younger self?

I would tell myself to not jump into things so quickly, and to not be so self-concious because you are you're worst critic. And things will eventiouly work themselves out with a little nudge, and love comes in many shapes and sizes what matters is if you love them back.

Jul. 31st, 2009

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Leaving me alone could be the worst possible thing you could do.

               Because I have been alone before..
Standing there looking out over the a lake
                      Waiting for you to come back

                                                                                        Then it started to rain
                                                                                         Then  i blacked out

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